i never thought it possible.

i never thought it possible for a person to do a total 180 and just forget bout you.
i never thought it possible for you to find solace in another person.
i never thought it possible to feel happy and down and blur all at once.
i never thought it possible..

i was quiet.
but then i usually am,
but more so than usual.
even with the people surrounding me,
i creep back into myself.
hoping to find someone who can bring me out.
waiting for that someone who can bring me out.

so many times before i thought i had found that person
only to be wrong.
only to creep back a lil more into myself.

i'm wondering when i'll fully hide myself
and not care about anything
but that will never happen
coz no matter what happens,
when something happens i have hope and i creep back out again..

but then again i never thought some things were possible
and yet they turned out like that.
maybe
maybe not..