a living hell..

Hiding behind a mask
of what they want to see
the mask portrays a smiling girl
the farthest thing from me

Behind the mask however
this girl is far from strong
crumbling on the inside
trapped in a world gone wrong

My every thought is tainted
and the feeling still remains
nothing can ever save me now
or take away this pain

Tired of all the shame and the hate
i have to deal with everyday
drowning in the darkness
behind the fake image i seem to portray

Looking in the mirror i'd start to cry
hating whats refelcting back
all i see is imperfections
and an empty heart of black

The words echoing in my mind
broken beyond repair
wishing to break down and fall
but to catch her no ones there

She feels as thought there is no release
the the pain grows everyday
lining a life of sadness
will it ever go away?

The mask i wear is slipping
and its very easy to tell
this unbearable thing thats called my life
is a living hell...