i love my baby..

It might be a mistake but for now i couldnt care less coz for this moment this is what i want. I dont want to think bout my past, or my future. I just wanna live my life in this moment. i'm sorry for the hearts i hurt or have hurt. I really am. The truth is i did love you, or like.. But it wasnt meant to be i guess.. Plus i'm not that mature!

But this blog entry is dedicated to my current baby!

Abang Mohd Allif.

(love you baby alot alot alot)

The best thing bout new found relationships is the feeling of euphoria..

[For those who dont know what it means, it means a feeling of happiness, confidence, or well-being sometimes exaggerated in pathological states as mania.. But in this case it would mean the butterflies in your stomach, the constant high given by the drug of love, smiles and laughter caused by the slightest thought of your baby or anything related to your baby]

But when it fades off then you'll really see whether you're meant to be or not. Technically if you are meant to be the feeling of euphoria wouldnt completely fade away. It'll be there. Just in subtle terms..

So i guess we'll have to see whether this baby stays or not.

But for now i only have to say "I love my baby yup yup i love my boy"