the past and the future?

its over.
but it was for the best kan?
nothing lasts so myte as well stop it before it gets deeper and worse.
i miss him but thats expected.
i miss him.. and i miss another.
its unfair but i do.
i cant differentiate my feelings
but one things for sure.
i'm not over "him"..
its jst the feeling of thinking of him makes me happy.
but i cant have him.
i know i never will.
its not suited anyway.
its too far apart to be compatible.
yet i feel so at ease with him.
its not good. but it happens.
poeple are supposed to move on but i havent quite learned that lesson yet..
i dont know when exactly i will learn that lesson.
ignorance i suppose is a part of my life and me.
just like the way i'm ignorant of other peoples feelings.
its not that i dont care.. its just easier not to care.
to play dumb and push it away
God knows alot of people do that.
but yeah.
It happened in the past.
and i'm hoping it'll happen again in the future...