problems? i think YES

haha. ok so now theres 6 guys. interested in neither. not ready. accept it!!!! if you like me wait. if you dont move on. but most prolly just move on. i dont want to be in a relationship now. and you should know that already. if i havent told you, you should have already seen the signs. like duh! i liked a guy to have him lie to me. i liked a guy to have him cage me. i liked a guy to have him unbearable to be with. i liked a guy to have him play me. and now i'll tell you i'm not ready to have yet another guy chip away bits and pieces of me. i especially dont like a guy who likes me accuse me of liking somebody else just because i talk to him. am i not allowed to talk to anyone i want? have i no free will? am i your pet? or your slave that you can dictate what i do? even if i was with you i'm not your toy. i'm your equal. and if i was with you you'd know that. or if you knew me at all you would know that. i dont like it when another guy refuses to see me just because i'm with his friends. or just because i refuse to meet him somewhere he wants to be. you dont call or message. leave. if you did honestly like me you would make the effort or at least explain why you dont do so. Do not lie to me to gain sympathy or my attention cause when i find out thats fake i will screw you. i'm not someone you can play with and if you think i am i'm sorry. i'm sorry if i dont show my feelings or if i'm quiet i find it hard to be open sometimes and thats just me. i'd like to be with someone who can talk to me and who knows when i'm down or when i'm pretending to be happy. cause thats who knows me for me and no one else. and thats who knows how to take care of me. i dont expect much. but what i do expect is less than most girls would expect from their other halves. just because i'm single that does not give you any right to start anything without my say. if you want to start something please make sure i'm willing or at least not blur or asleep. these are my random thoughts and if you can understand them, and remember them while you're with me i'll salute you.