its raining

its 5.47 am and its raining and i'm awake..
dya knoe when it rains thats the best time to sleep?
you feel so secure and snuggled up in your comforter.
but no i'm awake
why you ask?
because i'm a procrastinator.
how does being a procrastinator tie in with this you ask?
because if i had anough common sense i wouldnt have slept the afternoon away
if i had enough common sense i would've done my wokr first then sleep
if i had enough common sense i wouldnt be stoning now
if i had enough common sense i wouldve known tomorrow i cant sleep cause i have more work
but whaddaya know
i didnt have enough common sense.
so here i am
now 5.49 am
waiting for my watercolour to dry so i can apply yet another layer and wait for it to dry again
stoning
listening to trance to keep me awake
which isnt working much
why you ask am i whining?
because thats what i do when i'm stoned
i'm either effing quiet or i'd always have to say something
which results in something not good
not a good time to piss me off
but here i am
alone
no one can piss me off
unless someone decides to drop by or call
but unlikely
thats good
but you know what else is good?
my bed
my comforter
my pillow on which i lie my head on every time i'm asleep
but tonight i cant have that benefit
why you ask?
because i cant sleep
why you ask?
because i didnt have enough common sense
common sense for what you ask?
enough common sense to think about finishing my artwork early that i had to stay up to do it.
so now here i am
waiting for the stupid artwork to dry so yet another layer can be added
then oh joy i'll have to wait for it to dry again.
such joy
isnt it so much fun?
aren't i so sarcastic right bout now?
well too effing bad
i cant effing help it
you know why?
coz i'm lacking sleep
and i'm lacking common sense
haha
wow
what a surprise.
what else you ask?
jee whiz i dont know
owh wait yes i do
i'm lacking in good humour
and i'm lacking in emotions
see cause right bout now i'm numb
i dont feel anything but a bottomless pit of despair
why you ask?
because it all ties in with the fact that i'm a PROCRASTINATOR!